11:48 p.m.obsessive compulsive, or somethingWhenever I think things are falling into a downward spiral, I tend to do silly little changes in my normal routine, as if it's going to help in some odd way.
Like today, for example. I changed my bed sheets with the idea that things will sway in my favor now, because, you know...the sheets are different. Not so much that my sheets are to blame for what's going on, but maybe now that they're different, everything else will be different, as well.
My god I'm ridiculous.
